Archive for December, 2007

Are You Smarter than a Computer Tech Support Guy?

Sunday, December 30th, 2007

I AM!!

Why do they hire the stupidest people to do the tech support for computer companies. Ok, Apple is fine. I mean the guy I talked to for my issue that I had with my iMac did have to put me on hold to go ask someone (well, I think that’s what he was doing) how to fix the problem but I was really only on the phone for about 5 minutes.

Anyways, my current issue, which has now been resolved, was with my laptop. It’s a Gateway MX3410. What happened was that the wireless driver seemed to not be working. It was fine up until two weeks ago. It just all of a sudden stopped detecting wireless networks. I reinstalled the drivers more than once. I downloaded the driver from the Gateway website and tried to install that. Nothing.

So then I finally got a chance to email Support. They got back to me pretty fast, but the email was the most ridiculous thing. This guy, his name is apparently Mark, told me to…take a wild guess!… REINSTALL THE DRIVER!! GAH!!!!! I clearly stated in my email that I had already done that more than once. Then the proceeded to tell me that if that was unsuccessful, to DOWLOAD THE DRIVER. AHHH!!!!!

Then he goes on to tell me ho enable the wireless network card by going through some steps that he gave me, which were not at all accurate. I tried to do what he said just so I could say that I could but the fact is that I couldn’t. The things he was telling me to click were just not there. They are non-existent.

He gave me another option, which again involved steps that were impossible due to the buttons or links he told me to click not existing.

Then he continues by telling me how to set up a wireless network. HELLO?!? I’ve obviously done that before!!!!!! But I continued to read his instructions, which were beginning to make less and less sense. I think maybe he had some alcohol or drugs in his system because some of the stuff wasn’t making any sense even after reading it 5 times.

And I mean come on, don’t they expect their staff to use at least somewhat technical terminology. Here is a direct quote from the email:

The window will then go away.

What is that?! Ok, if you’re telling someone who is completely computer illiterate and maybe never used a computer before, or just someone who is a bit slow or something would need you to say something like that. But seriously. No one says “the window will go away.” Usually it’s something more along the lines of “the window will then close on it’s own.” That’s a little more professional sounding. Ok, maybe I’m making too much of this, but I mean really! What is this shit?!?

I did manage to fix it though, with no help from tech support. I was just experimenting with some things on it so I don’t know exactly what I did but I have a bit of an idea. Although, I thought that I had tried it before, but maybe I didn’t. I’m not really sure. Either way, it works now and that’s all that matters.

I was going to send a nasty reply to the email but I decided against it. They’ll send me a follow-up email at some point to ask whether or not it was helpful.

The stupid thing is that the last time I had to contact them, the exact same thing happened. It was a completely different issue but they told me to do things that didn’t work. Eventually we managed to get the problem fixed after 3 or 4 emails back and forth. You’d think that the company would want their customers’ problems to be resolved fast and effectively, but apparently not. They’d rather the customer get frustrated and angry before the problem gets solved. It’s ridiculous.

Different Life

Wednesday, December 19th, 2007

I’ve had some time to think in the last few days, being home by myself, now that I got all my finals stuff done and whatnot. I mean obviously I’ve been playing around with my new iMac, but a person even as into computers as I am can only do that for so long. I’ve been listening to music and actually not watching as much TV as I thought I would. I guess that’s what happens when you don’t have a cable hook-up in your room lol. The only cable hook up that is activated down stairs is on the other side of the basement. In res, I usually have the TV on when I’m on the computer, so I guess I don’t really think as much when I’m not doing anything.

Anyways, I started thinking about the big things that have happened in my life and how much they changed my life. I mean, on the surface they probably don’t seem to have affected me that much but if the things that happened hadn’t happened or the things didn’t had happened, my life would be very different right now. It’s weird to try and think about what my life would be like if things had happened the opposite of what they did.

If I didn’t go to college, I would likely still be working at Mark’s Work Wearhouse, or even Wal-Mart. Maybe I’d be a department manager at Wal-Mart. I really didn’t want to be one because I knew I was going to be going back to school. I mean I was working full-time at Wal-Mart for about 9 months and I was told by a couple people that I had a chance at being a department manager. But we all know how much I hated it there. I was just waiting for something to change so I could actually leave. Maybe I would have moved into Lethbridge with Cara, I mean actually for real moved into Lethbridge, not just college residence, and be working somewhere way better than Wal-Mart, like Cara is.

What if I had gone through with my application to the Multimedia program at Humber College in Toronto? If I stuck with that plan I would be in my second year of Multimedia there and then the following year I’d be taking their web design program.

What if I had stuck with my plan to move back to Grande Prairie back in 2006. How long would I have stayed there? Where would I be working? I would have started at Michael’s Arts & Crafts most likely because I worked there before, I liked working there, and they were probably still hiring at the time anyway (the probably still are for that matter). What would my relationship status be? That was part of the reason I had planned to move back there. I won’t go into details here because, well…I just won’t. But at the time it looked like it might be different than it is now. Would it still be different now? I don’t know. Would Amber and I still be good friends or would I have made friends with different people? Well, you can blame my Uncle Jeff for convincing me not to move back up north. I’m not saying it’s a bad thing, definitely not! But he did convince me not to move to GP and got me to apply for Multimedia at Lethbridge College.

But then, what if I had stayed in Sexsmith/Grande Prairie when my parents moved to Taber? At one point we had been discussing me moving in with Stephanie. Of course, things happened before I moved that changed that plan. The people involved know about that and I don’t feel it’s appropriate to go into details here right now. But if that stuff hadn’t happened and I had moved in with Stephanie, or any of my friends at the time, things would have been quite different.

Or, what if my dad didn’t get the job in Taber, or if it just never even came up? Would we still be living in that small duplex in Sexsmith that only has 8 windows in the whole thing? Our house in Taber has 15 windows, plus two doors three doors that have large windows on them. Would I have moved into Grande Prairie anyway? Probably. Mostly everyone else has and chances are that I would have too. I mean who really wants to live in Sexsmith anyway?! Lol. Or would I have moved to Toronto like I had been planning? I had been looking at the Web Design program at Humber, before I had even considered their Multimedia program, in grade 10 or 11 but then with the move and everything I had completely forgotten about applying for college. If we didn’t move to Taber, maybe I would have still applied.

What if we had moved back to London, when my parents finally realized that I was depressed? They said that if I stayed how I was that we would move back. Really, nothing changed inside of me, but something changed on the outside. I don’t know why, but I started to hide it more. All the feelings of depression were still there but I got better at hiding them.

What if I had stuck with the idea of wanting to be an actor, or a director? Would I still be pursuing it? Would I have already made it? Or would I be going to college or university for it?

What if we never even moved to Sexsmith? Would I still be in London? Would we still be living in the pink, sorry, “rose,” brick house on Bournemouth, next to the Turnbulls across from the Roots, a few houses down from the Bleaks, around the corner from the Harts? Would I still be friends with the same people? I know I would have gone to Clark Road, since that had been decided before we had even thought about moving to Alberta. But would I have made completely new friends or would I still be in contact with my public school friends? How different would I be? Would I still be the same happy-go-lucky person I was before we left London or would I still have gone into the depression that I did after we moved? Usually I think that it was the move that caused it, but what if it wasn’t? What if I would have gotten depressed anyway? But at the time I had never even considered it, because I had always been so happy. My life seemed so good, like nothing could go wrong.

If we had stayed in London would my taste in music have stayed the same? Would I still be listening to that crappy POP music that I can’t stand anymore? Would I listen to any of the music I listen to now?

What about all the times that I thought about killing myself? What if I had actually tried? There were so many times when I was so depressed that I really did want to die but there was this part of me that would question every little detail, like what if it didn’t work? How would I explain it to my parents? Or what if I ended up brain damaged and never could explain it to my parents. I would end up making myself more upset with this questions and I would just sit in my room crying, usually writing in my journal or something. Those questions I asking myself are what kept me from seriously attempting to commit suicide. I guess you could say that they’re what kept me alive.

I guess I should also mention that moving to Alberta was not the only reason why I was depressed. I had a hard time making friends. Thirteen is a really hard age to try and make new friends in a town where everyone has known everyone since they were kids. I think it took me almost two years to really stick with the same group of people. But in the four and a half years I was in Sexsmith I found myself getting hurt a lot (emotionally) by people who I thought were my friends. They may not have known that they were doing it, but they were. It was mostly just little things and at first it was okay and I would get over it, but over time things started to build up. I guess that could fit in under “the move” because making new friends is part of moving, but I never felt completely like most of them were really true friends.

These are the questions that haunt me.

Some of this stuff I have never told anyone. Why I’m writing it on my blog, and making it public (when I could make it friends only) I don’t really know. I may end up regretting it I may end up changing it so only my friends can read it. I don’t know.

So-So Suicide

Wednesday, December 19th, 2007

So-So Suicide
by Finger Eleven

I felt the blisters
Below the words
A universe waiting to explode

And I felt the words crawl out of my skull
And now you know
Exactly what you should

Don’t bother pretending I seem fine
I like that I’m a mess
I can’t stand it much longer in my head
I think it’s time for bullets

Became so-so suicidal
And now I know the ugly from the good

Don’t bother pretending I seem fine
I like that I’m a mess
I can’t stand it much longer in my head
I think it’s time for bullets

Don’t bother pretending I seem fine
I’m trying to confess
I can’t stand it much longer in my head
But it’s not time for bullets

Don’t bother pretending I seem fine
I like that I’m a mess
I can’t stand it much longer in my head
I think it’s time for bullets

Don’t bother pretending I seem fine
I’m trying to confess
I can’t stand it much longer in my head
But it’s not time for bullets

—–

I know this is one of their new songs but I recently discovered their old music, because they were on Much Music and I saw them play Good Times, from their self-titled CD from 2003, and I was hooked. So, I went and downloaded all their old albums from iTunes that day. The only CD by them that I had was the new one, Them vs. You vs. Me. I like it but I just never got into it. I really like Paralyzer, and that was the only reason I bought the CD. I like a few other songs on it but I got tired of them pretty fast. I haven’t gotten sick of their old stuff at all yet. I’ve listened to all of them about an average of 10 times (according to iTunes lol) since I downloaded them. Since I have all of Finger Eleven’s music open in iTunes when I’m listening to it, I’ve been listening to their new stuff too. I’m starting to like some of the songs a bit better because of that but I still like the old stuff better.

It’s kind of the same as with Linkin Park. I like their old stuff better than their new stuff. I’m still not sick of their old stuff either, but I got bored with most of the songs on their new CD, Minutes to Midnight. And lately, I’ve been listening a lot to old Linkin Park music, up until I got the old Finger Eleven stuff obviously.

Computers and Cookies

Sunday, December 16th, 2007

I have gotten my schedule, but I haven’t posted it yet because it might change. Hopefully the only change to it will be adding a class, but it depends on whether or not it will fit into my current schedule. It sucks because right now, my schedule for January only has 4 courses. It’s supposed to have 5. And two of them are supposed to be second term courses. When I told my dad, he wasn’t too happy about it. He called the adviser’s office and I guess she suggested that I take this other course as well, but he didn’t think to ask if it would fit into my schedule. I’m going to have to look into it before classes start again though. This course that they’re telling me to take is actually a third term course. These courses probably don’t have any prerequisites, which would explain why they’re allowing me to take them. And for some reason they’re trying to hit me with all the business courses first term lol. On my current schedule, there’s only one CIT course. Right now they’ve got me in a business course, marketing course, and english course. Then the one they want me to add is accounting. Lol.

So my mom and I made some ginger bread cookies! Well, she made them but we decorated them together. They look to hilarious because the icing was being stupid. We’re just laughing the whole time we’re decorating them. It was so funny. I should take some pictures of some of them!

iMac!

Sunday, December 16th, 2007

So, my parents came into Lethbridge Last night to help me get stuff packed and to go to Future Shop to see if they had any of the iMacs in stock that we decided that we were going to buy for me. They did!

This is what I got:

iMac
» 20-inch (viewable) widescreen active-matrix LCD display
» 2.0GHz Intel Core 2 Duo processor
» 4MB shared L2 cache
» 1GB of 667MHz DDR2 SDRAM; supports up to 4GB
» 250GB Serial ATA hard drive
» Slot-loading SuperDrive (DVD±R DL/DVD±RW/CD-RW)
» ATI Radeon HD 2400 XT graphics processor with 128MB of GDDR3 SDRAM
» Built-in iSight video camera
» Built-in 10/100/1000BASE-T Ethernet (external and cable modem ready)
» One FireWire 800 Port; one FireWire 400 port; three high-speed USB 2.0 ports; two high-speed USB 2.0 ports on keyboard
» Built-in AirPort Extreme wireless networking
» Built-in Bluetooth 2.0 + EDR (Enhanced Data Rate)
» Audio: built-in stereo speakers; integrated microphone; optical digital audio input/audio line in; optical digital audio output/headphone out
» DVI video output; VGA video output; S-video and composite video output
» Apple Remote, Apple Keyboard, and Mighty Mouse
» Included Software: Mac OS X, Front Row, Spotlight, Dashboard, Mail, iChat AV, Safari, Address Book, QuickTime, iLife (iPhoto, iMovie, iWeb, GarageBand, iDVD, iTunes), Photo Booth, iCal, and more

We decided to buy it there because it was only 99 cents more than the price on the Apple Online Store, but then we would have to pay shipping and whatnot for it, and then I would have to wait for it to come. Although, maybe that would have been a good idea because I’m having too much fun playing with it but I have to get some assignments done for Jim’s classes by Tuesday. But I left most of my software in my desk in my room in res so I can’t really install some of my stuff. I was going to download at least my purchased music from my iPod on to my iMac but I was smart and forgot to bring the USB cable. But I found a solution! I put all moy music from my laptop onto my external hard drive and and then imported it into my iTunes on my iMac. That will also save me the time of importing all my CDs later, although I still don’t even have all my CDs on it anyway because I never did finish doing that after I downgraded my laptop back to Windows XP.

Anyways, I’m having fun with it. It’s so cool! I love the quality of the display! It’s AMAZING!!! The keyboard and the mouse have taken some getting used to but it’s not so bad now.

The keyboard is kind of flat because it’s so thin. I wasn’t sure if I was going to like it because I thought it would feel more like when you don’t use the little things to prop up your keyboard, because it doesn’t have them, but it is propped up a bit. I don’t mind it though. I think it’s because the keys are so flat that I don’t really notice it as much. It’s weird. But they’re much nicer and easier to press than the the old Mac keyboards that they have in the Multimedia Mac Lab at the college. I find those keys are very stiff and I tend to miss a lot of letters on there because it’s so hard to type on it. But this is really nice!

The mouse it’s too bad. At first it didn’t have the right clicking option but I found how to change it. It’s still all like one button, like the old Mac mouses, but it somehow senses where you’re pressing from. It’s cool. And the little scroll wheel is so tiny, it feels a little weird but I like it because it can scroll both vertically and horizontally. It took some time for me to figure out why every once in a while my display would go out and show me all the windows I had open, and then I figured out that it’s because I was accidentally squeezing the side buttons on the mouse. I didn’t even know they were there. Well, I knew they were there, but I didn’t know that they were actually buttons.

I love the remote! I can be watching a movie or playing music and not sitting at my desk and I can pause it, skip, turn the volume up and down. It’s cool!

I wasn’t sure if the built-in speakers would be any good because any other computer we’ve ever had that came with built-in speakers (including my laptop) would just be basic speakers that aren’t really any good for music or movies but the speakers in this thing are amazing! Well, for computer speakers anyway. I can turn the volume up really loud and it still has really good quality and it doesn’t distort at all. It’s so awesome! The speakers in my laptop are just crap. If you want music to sound decent you have to have the volume low because if you turn it up, it sounds kind or hollow, and it distorts quite a bit. It’s like there’s a mini subwoofer inside this thing or something because it’s got good bass for small speakers. If I turn it up I can feel it vibrate the desk a little bit.

I love the screen resolution too! 1680 x 1050. It’s going to be awesome when I get Adobe Creative Suite because there’s so much “screen real estate” as Tanya says. It’ll be awesome for Photoshop, Illustrator, and Flash!

Plus, the size of the screen is great for movies and stuff too. It’s funny because it’s almost the same size as our “big” TV. Not for long though! My parents are planning to get a new TV now. They’ve been talking about it forever but it sounds like they’re actually going to do it now. We were looking at Future Shop after we bought my iMac. It looks like we’re probably going to get an LG 32-inch LCD TV.

Anyways, I am really impressed with everything on this computer! I absolutely love it.

Christmas/Birthday Present!!!

Wednesday, December 12th, 2007

I just got off the phone with my dad. We finally settled on what my new computer is going to be! I’m going to be getting the 20″ iMac with 250GB hard drive and 1GB RAM. We settled on that because it’s cheaper than the laptop that I want, but since I’m planning to switch to CIT and not staying in Multimedia, we felt that this would be good, and then I still have my Windows XP laptop. Even though it’s crap.

………

Ok, I wrote that little part a while ago and I saved it in WordPress but I forgot about it and never finished/posted it. Since then, I have officially been accepted into the Computer Information Technology program at Lethbridge College. I just signed the paper for it today. I’m still finishing up my assignments and whatnot for Multimedia from this term though. It would be a waste not to, although my marks are probably high enough that it wouldn’t be too bad, but I don’t want to take the chance.

I have three assignments left to do, and one that I need to fix some stuff on. Jim’s Annotated Bibliography for Research and Writing for New Media was due yesterday but I couldn’t get it done. I’m working on it today. Frank’s final assignments are due this week: Multimedia Principles & Design final is due Thursday, I guess that’s tomorrow. Damnit! And the Digital Video final is due Friday. Then I think Jim is accepting overdue assignment til Tuesday, I should double check that. Because the assignment I need to fix things on was the informational website content for Jim’s class. That was the one that was kind of between both his classes. But I just have to redo the writing part. He also told me that he was expecting to be “wowed” by my website but apparently he wasn’t. I don’t know what he was expecting from me. It wasn’t a bad design by any means but it apparently it didn’t “wow” him. I mean COME ON!!!! I had a million other assignments going at the time and he expected some elaborate design from me because I’ve been designing websites since I was 13 and have been using CSS for almost as long. FRIG!! That email really pissed me off. Maybe it’s a good thing I can’t find it anymore.

Anyways, now that I got that out of my system, I should get back to working on that stupid ass annotated bibliography.

Res Life

Friday, December 7th, 2007

We still haven’t heard anything about the fire last night. I managed to get to bed between 1:30 and 2:00. Woke up a million times because I was all sweaty! And then at 9:00 I was wide awake. So I got up. I’m a little bit tired now but not too much. Hopefully, we’ll find out what happened.

I’m not sure that I really want to live in Cullen next year anymore. As far as I know, there isn’t any two bedroom suites in the 30th Ave. residences. It’s way easier for me to live with just one person but this buildings are so old. The outlets are always sparking when I unplug things. There’s clearly a problem with the heating system. And my window has a major draft! And they’re just ugly!

I went to Michaela’s with Kristen and Tomie, a while back. She’s in the 30th Ave. res and they’re so nice inside!! The walls are actually painted a colour! Not white!! And they’re just so much nicer looking. But I don’t know if I’ll be able to live with three other people. I had a hard enough time with it for the first two weeks when I was in the Cullen Townhouse. Maybe it’ll be different in the 30th ave units since they’re laid out different and have two bedrooms upstairs and 2 downstairs. The Cullen townhouses, well, the one I was in, is all 4 upstairs. One shower downstairs. The 30th ave units have two showers (I think. I only saw the downstairs lol).

Anyways, I should get going. I still have to drop of my application and program withdrawal forms. I got there 10 minutes too late yesterday. I have class at 2:00.

Fire in Res!

Thursday, December 6th, 2007

This has definitely been an interesting night. Okay, well not really until half an hour ago. I was starting to get ready for bed, because I didn’t really feel like staying up. Then, I hear this ringing, thinking first that it was my tv, then realizing that it was louder than my tv, I opened my door and realized that there was a really loud ringing outside the front door. The fire alarm was going off. Katelyn came out of her room and we were both kind of confused. I opened the door and looked down the building and saw smoke coming out of one of the apartments about 2 thirds of the way down the building. So we got our coats and went outside. Some people went back in after a few minutes, so did we. I went to look out again and she came back out of her room. There were a bunch of fire trucks out there. We went back out. Stood out there freezing for a little while till the bell stopped ringing then people started to go back in.

We’re still inside now. There’s still a few fire trucks outside. There were at least three fire trucks and two ambulances. They didn’t bring up and hoses so it much not have been too bad. It seemed to be just one unit. It smelled pretty bad though. My theory is that it was one of the heaters because they suck! And they scare me! Mine seems to really want to stay at 25 degrees. I had my window open all night a couple nights ago and got it down to like 22 by morning and then after I closed the window it went back to 25 by noon. Even after they replaced my thermostat it’s still hot in here. I am not definitely going to tell them tomorrow about it because I guess Katelyn’s room is hot all the time too. This makes me think that it’s not just our rooms, which is what makes me thing that all of them are the same, and that’s why I think it’s what caused the fire or smoke. I don’t know id there even was fire or not. Nobody has stopped by to tell us what’s going on yet. They should!!

I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight!!!

Edit: 10:45pm
It appears as though the fire trucks and flashing lights are gone. Still, no one has told us what’s going on. I’m still hearing people walking up and down the … I really don’t know what to call it because it’s not exactly a hall way since it’s outside… but yeah, there’s still people out there but I still don’t know what’s happening and because of that I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. GAH!!

CIT Here I come!!!

Tuesday, December 4th, 2007

I can’t believe that I’m actually going to do it!! I’m going to take CIT! Well, if I ever remember to pick up the damn forms. I emailed the adviser and they said that there was still room for January ‘08. So, I’m going to do it!

First I was going to pick them up on my way up to the studio to record Kristen and Cara for my audio project. Forgot.

So I decided I’d get them on my way back down when we were done. Forgot.

Then, when Cara and I were in in here deciding where to go for dinner (we asked Katelyn to come with us but she didn’t) and I told Cara not to let me forget, and that we would go pick them up before we got food. We both forgot.

So I really need to remember to pick them up tomorrow!!! I have to pick up an application to apply for CIT and a withdrawal form, to withdraw from Multimedia.

Winter Wonderland

Tuesday, December 4th, 2007

I finally got my thermostat fixed in my room in res. Ryan, the maintenance guy, put a brand new thermostat on. It looks so much nicer than the old one lol, and so far it seems to be working.

I spent the whole time he was in here fixing it in the kitchen washing dishes and whatnot. He left a few times to go get stuff and one of the times he came back in and he said that this was one of the cleanest apartments on campus. I thought it was kind of funny. I guess it is sort of clean. But the place is old so it’s hard to make it look “nice”. But I guess it’s a good thing! And I don’t like cleaning!! I guess Katelyn and I just don’t make much of a mess. Course neither of us really spend a lot of time in the “common area” (a.k.a. the kitchen/living room/from hall/whatever else that room is lol. we’ll add dining room to that cuz there’s a table and chairs lol).

I kind of had a conversation with Katelyn last night. She came in and oculdn’t get the front door shut so I went out to help her and I said I’d mention it to the maintenance guy (I forgot to though) when he came to fix my thermostat. Apparently her room has been hot too. That’s what our conversation was about lol. It was short. She had her phone open so I’m assuming she was talking to someone. I should have mentioned the door and Katelyn’s room to Ryan, but I was kind of hoping she would come out of her room when he was here, but she didn’t. He came at like 9:30. She just left a few minutes ago.

For those of you who don’t really know my roommate situation, here’s the short version of it: I moved in about two weeks after classes started (I was in one of the townhouses before, where I had 3 roommates, now I just have one). Katelyn, my current roommate, pretty much just locks herself in her room and I never see her. Cara and I invited her out once but she apparently had just gotten out of the shower so she didn’t come. Course, I’m not really the kind of person to go knocking on someone’s door just to say hi, unless I know them pretty well. I’ve never really gotten to know her at all. She seems nice and all but she is rather anti-social.

Anywho, I should get going. Talk to you all later!

Keira

P.S. When I started writing this post I did have an intended point, but somewhere along the way I kind of forgot what it was. Lol. Sorry.