I’m having a friggen nervous breakdown here. I don’t know what the hell to do.

Here’s the problem.

First of all, I get stressed out really fricken easily so that is probably the main problem. But there’s more to it than that.

I currently live in Taber, Alberta. I work in Lethbridge, Alberta, which is 50km west (about a half hour drive) from Taber.

I have been accepted to Durham College’s Web Development program in Oshawa, Ontario. I got accepted months ago. I start in September.

A couple weeks ago, my dad got offered a new job in Medicine Hat, which is about an hour drive east of Taber.

We have not sold our houe in Taber yet. We have found a place to rent in Medicine Hat and we get it on June 1st.

Do I keep living in the house in Taber and working in Lethbridge until August, or the house sells? Or do I start applying for jobs in Medicine Hat and move as soon as I get one, and then move again at the end of August? OR do I look for a place to live in Oshawa and move there right away?

My parents would never go for the last one but that seems the least stressful and since I have no money I can’t just go out and do it. I’m still relying on my parents for a lot of things because I can’t afford to do anything else.

To add to that I’m so sick and tired of my parents. They’re annoying the hell out of me. I’ve spent too much time in my life with them. The best I’ve ever gotten along with them is when I was living in residence at Lethbridge College when I was going to school there last year. This makes me want to stay when they move but I still have to deal with the fact that the house is still for sale so I have to keep it clean (becuase my mom is super anal about that) and be able to leave a key and shit when someone wants to look at it. If I’m busy or something there’s no one else here to do that. Its a pain in the ass!!

I don’t know what to do.